I went for surgery to fix my ACL, MCL and both meniscus...
and four months later I ended up tearing my ACL again.

It was the first time that I cried in a very long time.

I am looking at way too much time off of my bike, and the thought of this is terrifying.

My heart is broken and my mind feels scattered.

I realize this is a struggle that I am going to have to embrace.
It feels like a long dark tunnel with a very bright light at the end of it.

photos_Jon Alden
rider: Max Languille
location / Calgary, Canada